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Writing My Own Story

Writing My Own Story To those of you who read my blog about a year ago when I was still updating it (I should probably get back on that), this one is going to be a little different than what you were used to. I want this entry to be raw and real. I love my lesfic family and all of those who support me, and I always want to be open and honest with you guys. So here it goes... I've been struggling lately. The past few months have been hard for me, and I feel like I'm constantly battling between feeling sorry for myself and being angry at myself for not being more appreciative of the life I have. It's not that I'm unhappy per se, I just feel "stuck," which I think is an emotion many people can relate to. The other day my wife made a comment about how it always feels like we are waiting for something, and it struck me how true that was. We are big planners, so from the beginning, we started planning for our future. We waited for me to finish school so we co